I sit in front of a blank piece of paper. Paralyzed. And I’m not the only one. Most artists, writers, pastors - feel this revisiting fear. I can’t. What if I can’t do it again? What if it misses the mark and falls short this time? Before the age of computers, there were many jokes of a wastebasket filled to overflowing with crumpled papers and heavy sighing at a desk.
Even though I have created some nice artwork in the past, there is a fear that I won’t measure up - again.
I know. I know. You all are saying, “Of course you can! You can do it and so much more! You are so capable and such a blessing!”
Yes. I have. Done it before. And no one is more surprised than I am. But still, you probably think I am crazy to doubt at this point. You can’t imagine me questioning my abilities. Many of you have assured me that I have the skill to create more lovely and meaningful artwork. And I surely appreciate your faith in me.
Now how about you? Do you stare at the blank page of a new day in doubt - wondering if God will send blessings and goodness again? Do you stand in the same assurance you have supported and sent to me? Do you apply the same confidence in God? Just look at all the miraculous things He has done in your life. Hundreds of times. Proven Himself capable over and over again. And yet - do you ever find yourself doubting that He will?
Can you enter the day believing / knowing the Lord has goodness in store for you? Or do you fear what might be coming down the road and worry the Lord has only lessons to be learned through trials?
Raise your Ebenezer! God has helped before and God will help again! God has blessed before and God will bless again!
I remain confident of this: I will see the goodness of the Lord in the land of the living. - Psalms 27:13
Take these words to heart today and live in the expansive faithfulness, security, blessings and love of God.