Saturday, May 7, 2016

Begin with me



I thank You, for the blessing of steady, manageable, no overload days. Gone are the days of hard work and stress and family challenges and I surely appreciate it. All the anxiety I carried day in and day out for so long. If nothing else, this cancer has taught me to let go of more and more stuff. And focus on what truly matters. So much of what we stress out about is so, so minor. Really. You have been extremely merciful to me and the tender place I’ve been. I am mighty grateful to rise up every morning to the quiet and the safety You grant me and for the loving husband and the others in my life who love and care about me. For Your unending supplying of all that I’ve needed.

I wish I could say the same in return. I wish I could say all I do is living for You. I’m sorry I see You as Helper and Supplier more than Master of my life. I’m sorry I’m not living as Your servant, bending low to hear Your next command and obediently doing it to the praise and glory of Your Holy Name. I’m sorry I have neglected my God-given talents of writing and drawing, uplifting and encouraging – bringing Your character to light, more tangible to others. For being quiet when there is much to reveal about the Lord I love and trust. May I regain a foothold. May I take a firmly planted step and tell of Your wonderful works, Your marvelous deeds. For Your good pleasure, Lord. May I bring a smile to Your wonderful face.

Glory to God in the highest … (Luke 2:14)

So whether you eat or drink, or whatever you do, do it all for the glory of God. (1 Corinthians 10:31)

Love the Lord your God with all your heart and with all your soul and with all your strength and with all your mind. And love your neighbor as yourself. (Luke 10:27)